Embracing the Shamanic Path: My Journey of Healing and Transformation

Hello fellow soul-seekers. Welcome to my journey.

My path to healing and shamanism began unexpectedly when I left my rural Nebraska town at 18. Thrust into a bustling metropolis, I grappled with anger, loneliness, and a yearning for something unknown. Little did I know, this yearning was the call of my soul to connect with Spirit.

During my final year of high school, I faced immense darkness, feeling ostracized and contemplating desperate measures. Yet, a whisper of hope called me towards a new life. With nothing to lose, I embraced the unknown, fueled by a desire of curiosity for more.

Over the next seven years, I traveled and lived overseas before returning to the US, eventually settling in Chicago and then Los Angeles. In my search for meaning, I forged deep friendships, created art, experienced love and heartbreak, and faced relentless judgment. The darkness within me, a product of my upbringing, made it difficult to fully embrace love and peace. Each day was a constant struggle. I battled night terrors and intrusive thoughts from all directions, and I attracted relationships that mirrored my internal turmoil. I felt deeply that the stable life I yearned for was beyond the control of my mind. I didn't understand this energy, this resistance I faced daily, so I blamed myself, as society reflected this belief back to me.

Despite the challenges and sicknesses, I clung to spiritual practices, seeking solace in yoga, past life regression therapy, tarot and meditation. Yoga became a sanctuary, teaching me to breathe and trust in Spirit. Past life regressions opened my eyes to the vastness of the soul's journey and showered me with unconditional love that was not known to me in this life. Tarot provided insights into my intuition and the spirit realm, and opened up the unknowns of spirit connections. Meditation became the gateway to the unseen, the way of being between all shifting moments of life. Together, working slowly to open me up to myself.

In my search for deeper spiritual understanding, I encountered teachings about manipulating spirits for personal gain: witchcraft, divination, scribing, attachments. However, my inner voice guided me towards a different path—one rooted in pure love and respect for all beings founded from my foundation of self-love. I learned to appreciate the lessons hidden within darkness, recognizing that both light and darkness are essential aspects of existence.

In 2018, I had teachers and spirit helpers, firmly planted in my life, set me on an even deeper connection to my journey of self-love. Through this journey, I gradually answered the questions I had posed to God. The more I began to love myself, the more the divine would answer back to me. I embraced the cyclical nature of life, transmuting pain into wisdom and finding joy in the human experience. Accepting, but still questioning why I was experiencing so much pain. My innate ability to read energy deepened, allowing me to connect with others on a profound level.

Yet, my sensitivity to the spirit world also exposed me to negativity and demonic influences.

While living in Los Angeles from 2017-2019, I completed my health coaching certification with Integrative Nutrition and Reiki certification. Despite becoming Reiki certified and experiencing a divine visitation, I lacked the tools to navigate challenges of the unknown, with malicious consuming or evil spirit attachments, which were not available to me through the teachers I encountered at the time. Divinely, there was still evil around me that I didn't understand, an energy that tormented me every moment of the day and night. Not having any control from my mind nor awareness of how to take care of entity attachments with my heart left me isolated. Looking back at this time, I was suffering from an ancient ancestral entity attached to my lineage. Later, I would learn that this entity on my lineage was the energy I had to overcome to fully accept my place here.

From 2019 to 2022, I had several shamanic sicknesses that changed my life entirely. Still, I was struggling with entity attachments - in relationships, partnerships, on the streets, just overall, not having a good time. It took the spirits' full intervention for me to wake up. The first severe sickness started in LA that drove me back to Nebraska to recover. Never in my life had I experienced sickness that kept me in bed for weeks. No matter the medicine, the rest, clean water, fasting - the spirits, my soul, were fully in control. My mind was gone. The most severe sicknesses happen in the 2 years before fully accepting my path. Before I knew the connection to my soul, my ancestors, and divine love, praying to the ancestors was the only remedy that increased detox and clarity of the mind.

During that time, the divine took everything from me, my financial foundations, physical well-being, my health, sanity, willpower, conceptions of free-will to completely surrender to the present moment, my soul to build something new. These transformations changed the way I saw everyone, my family, strangers, every being and spirit. This painful era taught me of the layers of entity possession, protection and magic that we can access when we believe.

Now, I know what you're thinking, "How could the spirits be so 'mean' to take everything away from you? How do you know that you're not falling into the hands of evil?" My answer back to you is complicated, that can only be understood by another chosen shaman. If you truly knew how stubborn and skeptical I truly am from my mind, you'd understand the pain that I've had to be put through - to believe in my soul and the unseen world.

At the end of 2022, I was filled with sickness and death had me ready to leave Divine Mother Earth again. At this point, I had not known or accepted my path. I was coming out of a soul taking break-up that would be the last of them. I truly was so heartbroken and disappointed in myself. Every relationship I had was hijacked or tested by evil, and frankly, I was over it. This repeated concept made me feel so unlovable. I needed answers.

Tired, asking for the help of my ancestors, gods, and divine angels for answers, I was continuously being shown visions of Chicago. I told my good friend I was coming to Chicago and eager to see each other. During our time together, I knew something was wrong. She mentioned an experience from a year before of a dark spirit that intended to possess her while she was pregnant with her first child. Immediately, I bi-located into her apartment and saw the spirit and downloads of its history and condition of its soul. Weeks prior, I read a book given to me while living in LA, Shaman, Healer, Sage by Alberto Villoldo, and could feel the full circle moments unfold as time compounded in that moment. Immediately, I felt confident enough with the foundation of understanding in dealing with spirits - love, intention, sound, consistency, and trust in the divine ancestors to do the work. This was the opening of unconditional love, a thread that my soul was waiting for. All the challenges, tests, and sicknesses divinely lined up for this first moment. This transformative experience revealed my purpose in transforming dark energies with the power of divine expanding love. I was ignited and everything made sense to me, finally! I could see, hear, feel everything.

After arriving home, I could feel the trust in surrender that is my breath, heart, but we were only getting started. My next two ceremonies dealt with multiple entity removals. After my second traditional extraction and rebirthing ceremony, every bird in the forest sang for us. The applause of the birds, spirits, ancestors, and divine supporting spirits gave proof to me that this was real! We cried! How incredible to be reflected so much sound, magic in the air through trust and connection. Filled with even more love, it seemed the more I accepted the transformation, the power of my vessel, the more energy in love I could carry, and attract.

The third ceremony was an ancient malicious entity removal. This entity was welcomed onto a lineage through witchcraft, ravaging through all souls that passed the threshold of a daycare business. The cleansing had many threads through the timelines of my own story. I was challenged aggressively, waking up to entity attacks for weeks that taught me much more about energy transference and the power of unconditional love. This ceremony challenged every aspect of my life, and was the ceremony that made me a full believer in my soul and in the miraculous healing power of love. During this daycare cleansing, I was filled with abuse and trickery, an unmeasurable pain and pressure due to the mass of this removal. In trace state, we tunneled through veins for almost an hour, consuming this darkness with love and forgiveness for all involved. The mass of this entity was so much, I continued to ask Divine Exanding Spirit with intentions, "What are you going to do to transform this energy, Divine Spirit?" Little did I know, while we were in session, we unknowingly manifested a massive cloud that changed the shape of children's toys. This phenomenon was observed by the daycare facilitators while we were in session. Until I opened the door to let them back in, this cloud granted access to this mass removal. I was so grateful to hear about this phenomenon. The previous week, I learned how shamans can work with the weather spirits. Knowing Divine loving spirit and my highest soul, had this planned miraculous gift for me. This instance also taught me that the more a shaman learns, the most we will be challenged. When we expand in love and light, we attract opposing energies in equal mass, that call to be healed.

That night, I knew my evening would bring unwanted encounters. In the middle of the night, I was awakened to my cat laying on my belly, licking my hand to wake me up. As I looked up, I saw a ring of Jinn hovering over me using dark magic on my hand that I used in ceremony. I desperately tried to move or get up and for the first time ever, I could not. The next morning, my body was sore and I could not use my hand. My energy drained from me, and my hand in such pain I could not use it. I spent a week searching for healing to find myself a week later, in meditation, making my way to the tree of life. Durning my visit to the upper world, an eagle flew down and wrapped my hand in white cloth and all was healed. The eagle urged me to stay, so I did, and then an ancient man of light and fire, dusted with white ash introduced himself to me. His face had every face of every human, shifting, and his skin like he's seen every day of the sun. He was a star of a being, so wise and gracious. He told me to sit, I sat and asked him who he is. He responded, "I am you." I laughed, "Some body you chose to reincarnate!" He laughed, I cried feeling the fullness and missing of my heart, such a sense of home, and instantly he merged into me, bringing completeness to my mind, body and spirit. My mind, this body, was gifted new, unlimited awareness and power, completing my alignment of my soul with all.

It wasn't until the summer of 2023, nearly 6 months into my initiation, that I realized I was a chosen shaman, as my shamanic sickness and teachings around guided soul retrievals, entity removals and ceremony dream work continued. The way of the shaman has become my life. As I write to you today, on July 6th, 2024, over a year after initiatory experiences I've shared with you, I'm proud to say that we've sat in over 200 ceremonies with more than 350 people specializing in soul retrievals through client-guided meditations taught by balancing the mind, body, and soul.

As we are guided by the soul, we are graciously shown the way back home. To that, we thank all of the ascended masters, highest vibrational beings, divine shamanic ancestors, and all those who have sat in ceremony, bearing their soul and divine teachings.

Today, our work encompasses a wide range of shamanic practices, from planetary to ancestral timeline cleansings to sacred union soul ceremonies and of course, malicious entity extractions. Specifically, those recovering, from relationships or individuals who have experienced severe drug, alcohol abuse and trauma. When we experience this level of soul harm, know that you've tuned to the dead, dying, destructive, and working back to neutral when dealing with the amount of intrusive thoughts or possess has an impact on every area of your life. When dealing with unseen malicious entities, know that each situation is unique, delicate and complex.

If there is a message that we need to hear, knowing that evil exists, and while we expand for the health of the SOUL everyday, LOVE ALWAYS TRIUMPS. Always. The more you love yourself - your soul, the more support and guidance you will have from the unseen. In all the lessons and moments with the divine, we've learned that this life is to understand and accept that pain/darkness and love/light coexist... and our hearts... serve as a divine vessel for the universe while embracing love, joy and curiosity!

All comes to the surface to be healed, and we heal each other by releasing pain through breath, forgiving, and embracing love. We become forever within the breath, iconic, timeless and limitless. We transcend the illusion of suffering and find true liberation and connection to the unseen world, in love and trust, our breath, divine. Thank you for joining me on this glimpse into my journey. Till next time, divine love.

With gratitude,

Jaida

xoxo